Portland Television News Station let the HIV/AIDS Community down!

World AIDS Day was celebrated by thousands all over Portland and SW Washington including the PSA participating in and support Michael Kaplan over at Cascade AIDS Project 'Remembrance Vigil and AIDS Walk to City Hall'


Unfortunately, even though KGW, KATU, KPTV and KOIN were invited to cover many of the AIDS Vigils all around Portland and SW Washington, not one station showed up to cover and report on any of the events.

Recordings of the News that evening and the next day proved that our local TV Stations failed to provide any support for people living with HIV or AIDS.

The PSA sent a letter to each of these local stations to ask WHY they did not show up. Unfortunately, not one station manager returned our calls or had the courtesy to email us back.

SHAME ON YOU 'NEWS MEDIA PORTLAND'

Don't be a Dork by believing what your HIV Doctor has to say!

A good Physician will tell you to "get a second opinion."


A good friend will tell you to "take a second look."

Your inner voice constantly tells you to "be aware of what people are telling you."

So, here I am feeling guilty for finally making an appointment for a 'second opinion' with a brand new HIV Care Doctor.

I mean I absolutely love my existing Doctor, however, when you get the feeling they are at 'the extent of their HIV Care knowledge' it is definitely try to go get a second opinion.

For instance, when you are having odd side effects to your meds that you did not used to have and report it to your doctor and they look 'stumped' by your new aches and pains, it's time to go get a second opinion.

When you are having other HIV related effects such as intense aches and pains in muscles and joint, Neuropathies, Burning r tingling in your hands or feet. Sore back or neck, you need to get a second opinion.

In summary, if you are hurting, in pain, or having weird side effects from either your HIV or your meds, it’s time to get a second opinion with a new local HIV Care Doctor.

If you need help finding a new Doctor in this area, please check out updated HIV Doc list located here: www.positive-support.org/oregon.htm

Or email or call us anytime for some ideas.

Atlanta Cops Sued for unwarranted Gay Bar raid!

The Atlanta Eagle was unlawfully raided
A lawsuit has been filed on behalf of 19 patrons who were detained in a police raid on a gay bar in Atlanta, US.

The raid happened on Thursday September 10th at the Atlanta Eagle after anonymous callers said they had seen drug use and men having sex at the bar.

The lawsuit, filed by Lambda Legal, claims that excessive force was used by officers from the Atlanta Police Department and patrons were subjected to homophobic slurs.

During the raid, people were made to lie on the floor for up to two hours while witnesses reported hearing police make comments such as “This is a lot more fun than raiding niggers with crack" and "I hate gay people".

No evidence of illegal sex or drug use was found. Eight employees were arrested for not having the correct permits for dancing.

The suit claims that patrons were not allowed to get up despite some lying in broken glass and one having injured his back during service in the Iraq war.

It said that excessive force had been used by officers, including the unnecessary use of handcuffs, and that some patrons had been shoved or kicked to the floor. The suit added that patrons had heard anti-gay slurs.

It said: "These actions were taken without particularised reasonable suspicion or probable cause to believe that any individual patron, let alone every person at the establishment, was involved in criminal activity whatsoever."

Greg Nevins, supervising senior staff attorney at Lambda Legal's Atlanta office, said: "The illegal activity going on in the Atlanta Eagle that night was committed by the APD.

"If it is APD procedure for elderly men and wounded veterans to be thrown to the floor and harassed simply for being in a bar having a drink after work, then the APD should change its procedures."

The suit names Atlanta police chief Richard Pennington and 48 officers who were present at the raid.

It seeks damages and alleges that some officers committed crimes of false imprisonment, assault, battery and trespassing.

Earlier this year, a Texas gay bar was raided on the 40th anniversary of the Stonewall riots, which were hailed as the birth of the gay rights movement.

Three officers from the Texas Alcoholic Beverage Commission were fired after an investigation into the raid on the Rainbow Lounge in Fort Worth

Sending out lines through my dementia..

I'm sitting here trying to get inspired to leave you all something today that might make you feel just a little better. But who am I kidding; I can't really make any of you feel better about your own lives, except for the fact that you may be healthy, even though you most likely aren't a particularly happy person, nobody really is. I have it easy because I can be as pissy and bitchy as I want to be (or so I think) cuz' I'm dying faster and feeling shittier than you are right now.

Life pretty much sucks for the adult who finally has grown up and realized all life is tough and never was all that fun anyway. We delude ourselves into a false sense of reality almost every minute of our day.

Before I got this disease, I honestly steered clear of those folks that were infected.
I lost good friends because I was a total dick, but in reality, I was just a scared little bastard.
I was scared that I would get the same disease just by hanging around people that were HIV Positive.

Well, here I am, laying here typing out 'lies through my dementia' to the extent that I don’t even make sense.

Maybe it is that Karma bullshit coming around, I don't know and as I get closer to my big 'leaping off' point, I'm not in the mood to care.

Can I tell you how angry and pissed off I get at my demise? My mind races from feeling sorry for myself, but really sorry more for my body as this disease is slowly wearing it down.

I am coming out of my body and separating it from my mind/spirit more and more lately. I don't have the words to actually explain the how or why's with that statement, but rest assured its happening more and more.

Sometimes I pop out and look back at my body from my mind’s eye. I see a young man that has aged too quickly, I see a boy still trying to peer out of those worn out eyes. I see myself.